Self Censor

08/20/06

Permalink 03:17:52 am, by Roulette Email , 249 words, 55 views   English (US)
Categories: Teh Tubes

Self Censor

I rant to relieve stress. I rant to voice concerns. I rant because it’s cathartic. I rant because sometimes I feel like screaming in frustration. I rant because the world deserves to be ranted about.

However, I can honestly say that tonight I experienced an oddity while I wrote my rant.

I suddenly felt that my rant might not be fit for publication. Not that it was flawed or incoherent. But that my readers might react sharply to it. Some would probably disagree dramatically. Others would only disagree a little. In all likelihood, everyone would feel as if some portion of it targeted their viewpoint a little.

About halfway through my fourth or fifth revision of my rant, where I was yet again attempting to remove some of the more dramatic areas of disagreement, I decided that it’s not worth it. It's current form probably won't set off the disagreements the orginal would have, but I don't want to water it down. A watered down version doesn't relieve my urge to scream at the sky.

I don’t feel like fighting to defend my point of view. I don’t feel like offending the readers and dealing with their complaints. And I don’t feel like watering down my rants to avoid either of them. So it sits quietly as a draft.

Somewhat to my annoyance, but probably for the best. Maybe typing my diatribe, just for myself, is enough. I suppose it will have to be.

Comments, Pingbacks:

Comment from: u235 [Member] Email
That self-censorship you just experienced to me is a tragedy. I expect, nay anticipate, rants that fire my emotion in -either- direction... the positive or negative. It's like snuff for the brain, I want to explode in a sneeze of emotion. I demand to be riled. It's the purpose, the raison d'etre of the site.

Even if you know your readers, even if you share space with other authors nothing demands that you water down or even take into consideration for a moment their feelings. If you just want to 'fire and forget' good enough, no contract demands your reply. You're the one with the account, if they feel motivated enough they - or anyone else - can email the admin and ask for their own account.

Stoke the fires! Damn the torpedos! Nuts to the enemy! No quarter! This is the World of Suck and I demand my quota!!
PermalinkPermalink 08/20/06 @ 17:56
Comment from: Roulette [Member] Email
I agree that it's a tragedy in some ways. Perhaps if I didn't know the people who read here so well, things might be different.

It's similar to why I keep my work rants off away from subjects that could effect my workplace. I know there are a few readers from work, and I choose not to post rants that could directly effect the status quo.

This censorship is the same and no less regrettable
PermalinkPermalink 08/20/06 @ 18:27
Comment from: u235 [Member] Email
Crap, of course now I WANT to know what the topic was. If you're trying to stir a little interest by playing coy you certainly are effective...
PermalinkPermalink 08/20/06 @ 21:50
Comment from: odessa [Member] Email
I am a bit curious myself. Why not push the envelope a bit. And as far as work is concerned, I frequently have the same delema at times myself. Speak cryptically, speak in metophor, you have options.
PermalinkPermalink 08/20/06 @ 23:32
Comment from: sTmykal [Member] Email
http://www.worldofsuck.net/index.php/new/2006/04/12/in_fear_of_fear
PermalinkPermalink 08/21/06 @ 09:52

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